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i've moved in to my new flat, fully. it's an old art deco building and i love its bones. i just wish it wasn't so lonely. i wish i wasn't so lonely.

this summer has been a very personal one. i spent all my time with me, myself, and i. i don't really regret it- there's a bad COVID surge going on right now and i can't afford to get ill, and i've sort of pruned out a lot of the people who were only subtracting from my life. i've gotten back into my hobbies and am creating so much more than i have in years. since moving, i've started cooking too- thankfully, the grocery is very close by (unlike in my previous living situation). life is.... life is calm now. predictable-ish.

i am anxious but happy.